Saturday, May 01, 2010

post moot movement

Looking for the start of the post moot notes in the moleskine notebook I had with me through the four days of events, I come upon “dance is movement that is not going anywhere.” This phrase sounds pretty good and like it might relate to my experience of this convocation. I can’t figure out who said it, but then realize that the line is from an earlier occasion, an SF Poetry Center ‘Poetics of Healing’ event in Berkeley, with Alphonso Lingis. On further consideration, I think there might be a connection. Was the post moot an instance of “movement” in the sense of a diffusely organized or heterogeneous group of people or organizations or, well, people, tending toward or favoring a generalized common goal but not actually trying to get anywhere? That is, would this work as a loose definition if you eliminated the common goal (or maybe having a goal at all would be something to talk about ) or the goal would be to speak, act, read, move and talk in relation to contemporary writing and other art practice, and then talk about it again? The poetics the attendees of this convocation might be said to have in common are more enacted than explained by the use of the mysterious and yet appealing word “moot,” meaning, we are told in our packets, “meeting.” Who but us experimentalists would put up with such a word and, in fact, pay good money to come and enact at length with our fellow mootists?

cris cheek, asked for a quick fact checking, has helpfully provided me with more background on moot which I think useful to present in full:

moot

assembly of people, esp. for a judicial purpose XII; † argument, discussion XIII; discussion of a hypothetical case in the Inns of Court XVI. ME. (i)mōt :- OE. mōt (in comps. only: later re-inforced from ON.), and ġemōt :- Gmc. *(ʒɑ)mōtam; cf. MDu. moet, (also mod.) gemoet, MHG. muoze meeting, attack, ON. mót, and MEET2; of unkn. orig.
Hence moot adj. debatable, arguable XVI; developed from attrib. uses of the sb. (m. case, m. point). Also

moot

1154, from O.E. gemot "meeting" (especially of freemen, to discuss community affairs or mete justice), from P.Gmc. *ga-motan (cf. Old Low Frankish muot "encounter," M.Du. moet, M.H.G. muoz), from collective prefix *ga- + *motan (see meet (v.)). The adj. senses of "debatable" and "not worth considering" arose from moot case, earlier simply moot (n.) "discussion of a hypothetical law case" (1531), in law student jargon, in ref. to students gathering to test their skills in mock cases.


There was a lot of all of that -- right off the plane and off the bat, I encounter Kasey Mohammad with his suitcase and Stepha Carpenter and Johnny Lohr standing there holding a “Laura Moriarty” sign and without further ado, before even getting to the van, we launch into it. Three hours later, we still have not managed to traverse the 20 odd miles to the Miami University campus. (Faulty engagement with the GPS unit resulted in this predicament but it is important to note that no blame accrued. We truly love and appreciate you, Stepha, Johnny and the other student helpers!) In the car, there is a little understated A Tonalist/Flarf fencing between Kasey and I and we retell each other our basic histories involving how hot it can get in the valley in California and rehash recent AWP events and stare out the window at the trees and then at extensive parts of Cincinnati and then at more trees and then hallelujah! we arrive at the on-campus hotels where both Kasey and I are staying, he at the Marcum Conference Center and me at Miami Inn. We register, stow the luggage and then are driven about a mile off campus to cris cheek’s lovely dwelling in the Ohio woodland to a long delayed dinner of salad and pasta with some sort of meat sauce (the word bacon was used) which Kasey & I wolf down and there is some arty chit chat and we meet others and I reflect that the distance between two points might be experienced in many ways. cris is wearing a sparkly sweater, the first of many impactful outfits I see him in. Cathy Wagner is there and Rodrigo Toscano, who seems to have gotten in even earlier than us, and there are Mark Jeffery and Judd Morrissey who are very quiet but engaged and Cathy drives us back to our hotels and I realize that we are in the first wave of mooters. Standard Schaefer, collaborator in the presentation he and I are giving on Friday, checks in by cell from the Marcum Center but it seems too late to go get him for dinner at this point and he claims not to be hungry and we agree to meet, or I guess I should say moot, tomorrow. My hotel is extremely nice. I call Nick and I call Norma to report (as I do every night) and I open the window that thankfully opens onto the cool night full, just outside, of white blossoms and I wonder if I will sleep but do and then it’s Thursday morning and we have some time so we go behind the Marcum Center for a walk on a trail through the trees next to the stream with students sitting in the bushes drawing. It is an exquisite Midwest spring day, the kind of which I have not experienced for a long time or maybe ever, and there are so many trees here that the air seems green. We return and encounter Kasey in a common room in the Marcum Center as we are highlighting the section of our novel, Detectif, that we are going to read. He is wearing his suit. He always wears a suit at these things, rain, shine or heat wave. We tell him we have asked Cathy Wagner to read the Buddha Box, a mind reading machine with lines in our piece, but could he read it if she can’t? and he agrees.

Then it’s time to moot and we walk (talking of course), the first of many times, with others or by ourselves, the short mile or less to Peabody Hall, keeping in mind Cathy’s vague but accurate directions (“off that way,” hand held toward trees, dark buildings and night). But we have maps and determination and the expedition begins.

Note on housing. There were many options according to one’s desires and budget. The post moot organizers – cris cheek, Cathy Wagner, William Howe (along with many others including Lisa Howe, Tammy Brown and infinity interns) -- here comes the first of many paens to them -- were entirely hospitable in their efforts to make sure that if one really wanted to moot, one could.

Note on volcanoes: Eyjafjallajökull kept all of the Britons, and several others, in Britain, and it was a sad day when we were not able to moot with these fine folks. They were there in spirit, however, and I hope will engage in whatever ways are available with whatever comes out of the convocation, if there is such and that seems possible. And, if anything like the longed-for future moots occur – well, you can see where I am going with this. Suffice it to say, they were much missed.

Note on logistics: “Amateurs talk about theory/ Professionals about logistics” from “A Tonalist War” (quoting military strategists) in the long essay poem A Tonalist. I will admit that part of the thrill of this convocation for me and part of the reason I liked it a lot was the swarming, physical presence of the “community” which is one of the main focuses of A Tonalist both as a book and as an idea (movement).

So it’s Thursday morning and we find ourselves on the first floor of Peabody Hall, a big, brick school building with nice meeting or seminar rooms with overstuffed chairs etc, classes which seemed somewhat less nice, but you know, fine, and an old theater space called the Leonard Theater where many of the events occurred. The bookateria is to be set up in an adjoining room with a wall of windows looking out onto the green, woodsy and apparently endless campus. Five boxes of books sent from SPD have been brought from cris’s house by him and a helper and we also help (me by asking the boys to help) carry the boxes to the bookateria room where there will be an SPD, Slack Buddha, Miami University Press and other books display, along with a wall of laptops with multimedia art and texts on them. This room serves as sometime lunch room and a sort of living room for the convocation where you can often wander, look at and buy books, chat with other mootists and look at the multimedia flashing away there. I have to admit really frankly here that I was not able to hone my attention down to these no doubt extremely interesting displays though I usually like this kind of thing. I seemed caught up in human interaction almost every moment I was in that building and just couldn’t settle myself down to look through them, though I tried several times. Hopefully there will be a thorough report on these from more focused multimedia enthusiasts who were there.

After signing in and getting our badges and post moot folders there was immediately lunch, normative sandwich fixings, nicely laid out and personally prepared by moot organizers, in this case cris cheek was helping William Howe and Lisa Howe but mostly, all the way through, it was Bill who made the food with Lisa’s assistance. He wore his cook’s jacket from his pre-professorial cook life and put the food on the table for the entire moot the entire time.

The first panel ended up not being in the Leonard Theater but up a floor or so to a classroom which could accommodate a large number of students and us but was a bit noisy with a loud overhead fan. The venue had a lot of impact on how one experienced each of the panels , some being better than others for the purpose. I quickly learned that I wanted to be as close as possible so as not to miss anything but had to compromise due to Standard’s antipathy to being right out in front and our wanting to sit together so as to exchange comments about the proceedings. As with many things, the details of one’s physical situation became crucial in the moment of experiencing or performing the work. The amount of sleep one had had (often very damn little), personal health, whether the outfit was working -- one felt them all acutely. Again, the logistics were important and you could tell that our hosts had thought about it and tried their best to provide a good experience.

Unlike any others, so far as I can remember, this panel had a name, “The Poetics of Failure.” I was good with it, friendly as I am to doubt, failure etc. However I thought it rather successful so am not sure it worked. Tammy Brown, who teaches at Miami University and who helped in the organizing, gave the intro which was rousing. (Tammy was present and I had and overheard interesting conversations with her throughout the moot.) I think then Daniel Citro began by reading a paper on Harry Smith, eventually comparing him to Samuel Beckett. I knew about Smith but had forgotten him so that was interesting. Ryan Downey talked about Kamau Bathwaite who is in my top five favorite writers so I enjoyed that one. These presentations were actually papers, which was the exception rather than the rule at post moot. I should say that the effect of the various presentations on me is only just beginning to sink in so I will be enumerating more than evaluating here. Monica Mody gave a talk on Namdeo Dhasal. Happily I found her useful handout and I think I am right in remembering that her talk had to do with the forbidden and that the poet could be found in all walks of life in sometimes compromising situations. Monica quotes Nandeo Dhasal: "I am a veneral sore in the private part of language." I am reminded by her handout that the title of the panel is actually "[INSERTAMASHUPWORDHERE]: The Poetics of Failure." I was quite interested, though the fan overhead made it difficult to hear and I resolve to get closer for future talks. Then Holly Bass performs and her piece is a nice introduction to the physically performative aspect of the convocation. She refers to what she is doing as “vocallage” and says that the poetics come in through the movement, by which she meant actual body movements. She seemed possibly trained as a dancer as her movements were precise and very compelling. I liked the bio approach she took which she said she thought less confrontational which is perhaps true but I like the presence of confrontation in her work and think it seems essential. I find her whole approach intensely engaging. She sprinkles baby powder on herself to slide better (this old carpeted classroom is clearly imperfect for her but she completely deals with it) and says it is also reminiscent of ash which, having had some experience with ash, I take to mean from dead people, rather than from a volcano though I suppose, thinking back, it was both. I notice that performers sometimes privilege performing over the book and it is more immediate and memorable in this kind of situation but you are not always here (there) and there is the ephemeral problem. Holly is very good and her level of movement serves as a high water mark to the other performances. I wonder if, with new book technology, this kind of movement could be incorporated into something like a "moving text."

Then there is an hour or so break and Standard and I hoof it back to the hotel where I make tea in my room (I always travel with a pot that heats water) and bring him a cup when we walk back. When we arrive back at Peabody, I discover to my delight that Rodrigo Toscano and possibly the interns have emptied out the SPD boxes onto the tables provided. I am quite intent, in this case, on being a full member of the convocation rather than a bookseller, as I always am at AWP and MLA, so found this to be extremely good. More people are arriving every minute, gradually thickening the moot with familiar poet faces. So we go into the Leonard Theater for out first event there and begin to face the sad fact of the absent participants who are stuck in England or other parts of Europe. Even Stan Apps, inveterate American and Flarfist, is stuck there. It is truly unfortunate but there it is. cris cheek introduces the first group of performers still wearing the apron from his food duties. He laments the loss of the British attendees and introduces Cathy Wagner. Cathy reads for Luke Roberts and for herself. I am very glad to hear Cathy because I missed her reading in the Bay Area and she is really a star. She looked regal in a dark silk tunic whose slight quilting raised the shoulders elegantly. As it happens, after this, she disappears almost entirely into managing the moot and rarely seems to see panels. Mairéad Byrne follows with a fascinating talk on color with slides. In her talk she allows herself to be incredibly obsessed with color, color in typography in particular. She has arranged all of the books in her library by color and photographed them (someone later tells me that books somewhere, I think the library at Naropa, are so arranged). She gives out cards to get our comments and recommendations on color. It is a lively presentation. She is wearing a brightly colored patterned sweater and blue scarf with jeans.

It should be pointed out and everyone probably knows that cris cheek often wears a kilt which gives him a from-here-but-not-of-here look that is perfect for him as master of ceremonies because he doesn’t have to perform to be performative. I am a skirt person myself and appreciate his kilts and matching bags, they are probably called something special, the ornamented shirts and general sense of color coordination or, at least, awareness, because I come from a long line of color coordinators, especially my father who took great pains with it, and color can never be too coordinated for me.

Dinner is graciously served for the first time and I am very happy but already feel tired and we have just started. Said dinner consists of whole parts of enormous chickens and humus from lunch and pasta salad and perhaps this is the night of the couscous. It is all good and homemade. There is stuff for vegetarians and drinks and I hear nothing but appreciation about the food the whole time, except for from Erin Mouré, who is seriously allergic to peanuts, so there went the peanut noodles. Perhaps it is during dinner or just before or maybe during lunch that Barrett Watten and Carla Harryman arrive. Barry surveys the wall of mooters near the window including me, Keith Tuma, Alan Golding, cris cheek, and maybe also Lisa Samuels and says, “Yes, I’ll take it,” meaning the vision of the lot of us and that’s how it was there. Many occasions of spying rows of people you wanted to moot.

Then it is time for the Flarf reading which includes Kasey Mohammad, Rod Smith, Mel Nichols, Maria Damon, Adeena Karasick and K. Lorraine Graham who arrives on stage fresh from the plane and engagingly puts her make-up on up there, looking good for just having gotten off a plane from San Diego. The reading was rousing and much liked. Everyone is dressed to a tee. Mel is ravishing in something short and silky, Rod looks tough in a fedora, Kasey is suave in his suit, Adeena is bangled and sexed up and Maria looks glamorous and a little dangerous, as always. Stan Apps is missed again. Then it’s the end but not really the end and people scatter to their various domiciles. I think I ride back that night with Barry and Carla who happen to have a car with them. And the late night reading is actually at my hotel in a basement room that is too brightly lit and reminiscent of a family wedding you aren’t enjoying. We enliven it, however and I find myself wanting to read and a lot of people also want to and we do and there is much clapping and responding to Bill Howe’s shenanigans at the podium where he reads from a Slack Buddha book I think by Mr. Apps. I escape early, not being able to make it until 2am and manage to sleep adequately with the first day of post moot under my belt.

Then it’s up betimes and to our first event at 9:30 at the Miami Art Museum. cris is in a striped light colored suit with a nice shirt with writing on it. He regrets the lack of the British again sadly and reads two great emails from Lawrence Upton while Upton’s images wrap around him in slide light. I am not familiar with this wonderfully rich work and resolve to know much more about it. This event is a nice beginning to the day. While he is constantly introducing and stage-managing, this is the only time cris performs and then it is entirely at the service of Lawrence’s work. He provides a nice introduction to Upton, who seems to be a longtime friend and mentor. Mark Wallace follows, reading a piece about Southern California and then some poems with a similar focus. He is creditably attired in jeans and shirt in I think a light California blue and reads extremely well. I have a note here that seems to say “butt buoy,” a planned product of kind that generates a lot of enthisiasm. He is followed by Adeena Karasick and Maria Damon who level us with a very intense sexy reading having to do with sexuality and textuality. There is a lot of fast back and forth. They are fast talking women. They are both dressed to the nines. Adeena in one her erotic but professional looking ensembles and Maria in an amazing turquoise tunic, a sort of traditional Chinese style jacket , but tunic length. She wears turquoise earrings and black leggings with it and a serape over it all with a red wool scarf, adding to the textuality. They are both powerful readers. I write in my notebook “schemata schma’ata,” which I see on the screen next to them and I believe it is the title. On the screen, I now remember, I see much other text and many textiles. Funny how the bodies and voices make a much greater impression on me than the moving image or series of stills though I was staring into those images much of the time. There are good questions for all of them but now I am mixing the responses with the talk in my memory and I think this the moment when cris calls Brian Whitner a “chap” in chosing him to ask a question, which I can remember, is a key question though I can’t remember the details. I believe the idea of noise came up as in information overload and how to use it or be used by it. In retrospect, I feel a bit jealous of those who performed in the museum because it seems by far the best venue, but I realize it’s important to let go of such negativity and let a thousand flowers moot, etc. I recall also, from my time on a campus, that any campus venue, and this must be particularly true at the end of the semester, is difficult to get hold of. I will say that the places provided for all events were all good, some great.

We hike back to the Peabody, just up the hill, past the pond, to that classroom on the 4th floor. First in this session there is Ric Royer. Behind him on a screen is a drawing of a prone body, black line drawing on a white screen. He starts with a ukulele which, as a uke enthusiast, I find promising. He sings and reminds me a bit of Beirut, the guy, not the city, because his singing is sweet and not over-determined. He turns on what he describes as a high end white noise machine. At some point while all this is happening cris turns off the large overhead fan that makes it hard to hear but Ric asks that it be turned back on again because he seems to like machine noise, interruptions and other chance additions to his performance which is something like a lullaby with its initial song and then addressing as it does canceled sound and sleeping or not sleeping in quiet tones. Instead of taking notes, I dreamily respond. Next is Jaime Robles who hails from my part of the world but who was in England has managed to be the only person to somehow get back. Her piece is silent. There are slides that have to do with printing, bookmaking and writing. These include those familiar handprints made in caves which, Jaime notes, when she talks during the question period, were apparently mostly made by women. In her piece, she spreads out a long scroll of paper that already has some things written or painted on it, adds what seems like ink to it with a brush, folds it, smoothing out the folds with a bone tool, adds a cover and, at the end, points out laconically that “it’s a book.” The demonstration is a nice corollary to the bookateria downstairs. The resulting book is passed around but, interestingly, stops when it gets to Jamie who notes later, when this is discovered, that it is a bit uneven, though it looked quite even to my non-bookmaker eyes (though I see a zillion of them.) Linda Russo opens things on the next session with work about the place where she lives now in western Washington state. She particularly focuses on her yard, the ecological, historical and personal implications of a yard in a rural town which is about to get its first Walmart. It rhymes nicely with Mark Wallace’s thinking about suburban Southern California. There is an essay part and then poetry I believe and the whole things is quite effective.

There is a longish lunch and then, at this point, the rule that there is always something kicks in and, arriving back at the hotel in the rain in one of the lovely free vans provided by the college, Standard and I discover that the scripts for our presentation have disappeared. At first I blame the room cleaner but the cleaners there are super professional so it eventually dawns on me that I have thrown out the scripts in a fit of madness, thinking they were the old ones. We easily print out new ones but I discover that losing the scripts a few hours before the performance is a migraine trigger and proceed to get one. Standard is patient through this whole exercise which partly involve late changes he added (but yes it was insane of me to throw away the scripts) and we get back to the Peabody, reprinted scripts in hand, as, Bonnie Jones, the first person in the next panel, is getting toward the end of her set. I regret missing it because she is producing text on a screen while making sounds with her computer and that is just my sort of thing. I mean I listen to stuff just like this on my Ipod while I write. Her piece adds to the thinking about noise, begun in the discussion after the last session. In the comments, she thinks aloud about what can be done with the texts that are created during the performance. She notes that some are interesting and might be usefully published in some way, but that some are not. I like her questioning, experienced relationship to her practice.

Carla Harryman, up next, begins powerfully, as she always does, by occupying the side of the stage, dramatically lamplit, wearing an interesting coat of something like stiff satin in a dark bronze color that has dramatic shape and an operatic feeling to it. She starts with the question “Where are you from?” but then the audio fails. There is some scampering around trying this and that. cris is the center of this activity and there are other helpers. It doesn’t last that long but feels long enough to increase my headache and worry everyone. Then the audio seems fine and Carla starts again and it fails again -- but I think the following time is fine. She has taken texts from her many collaborations, including a passage from The Grand Piano, a multi-volume experiment in group autobiography by ten language writers. It is both individual and highly collaborative so makes a lot of sense here. She also reads from her book of essays and other texts, Adorno’s Noise. She performs a Neo–Benshi piece to scenes from Antonioni’s La notte, a collaboration with Konrad Steiner. These readings are various, effective, entertaining and quite soothing to the deteriorating state of my head.

Providentially Lisa Samuels then performs a piece which also asks, “Where are you from?” in one of many fortunate rhymes that occur among pieces, particularly among those given in the same session. Lisa’s work is investigates her writing of a memoir that she then seems to dismantle. Fragments of the original work appear on a screen before us. I feel like it goes through a number of procedures. This produces a sort of commentary on a commentary and I find myself longing to read the missing work, but liking the present one a lot. Lisa has an elegant way of framing things that shows up in her piece as well as in her comments to others. Later when we happen to discuss suitcases Lisa questions my need to have taken enough stuff to worry about the 50 lb limit when she has packed lightly all the way from New Zealand, leaving room for the books she knows she will buy. We won’t examine my tendency to overpack, though we will allow that I take a pot in which to boil water and stuff to make tea and oatmeal, including boxed milk. But the thing is, and my point here, is that she has brought lovely sheer, nylony or silk looking items to wear which are very light and in which she looks great the whole time. The post moot award for best packing of most flattering and appropriate outfits goes to Lisa. In general post moot clothes here were a joy because members of our community dress up really well when you take them out. Bonnie, Lisa and Carla go up to the stage to respond to questions which are quite lively but I can’t remember them imperfectly. However, I do believe that Carla speaks interestingly to the idea of things being “live.”

Then there is a break and I am unable to look at the installation by Lara Glenum, Josef Horacek and Jordan Dalton (very regretfully) though this is a perfect time, because the piece, which fills a room, is a bit thunderous and the migraine is getting worse. With some difficulty, I will the headache into abeyance and remain strangely cheerful because this is not the first or second time I have worked or read or performed in such a state. Standard seems calm also. Then Cathy admits she can’t read the part of the Buddha Box in our piece because she has to man the moot in some way and luckily, the understudy, Kasey, is right there and agrees to do it and we are back in the Leonard Theater and cris is setting up the tech. Fiddling with everything takes twenty somewhat excruciating minutes or so, but then he has set up three mics without actually being asked to do that but he figures it out and they work. We read and the presentation goes fine. The response is good and I note a number of things I would do a bit differently as we are performing. The work we read is not really a performance text though we have written it more or less as a playand we find later that performing it has added a dimension to our understanding of our project (a poetic, more or less epistolary novel called Detectif). Kasey does a good job, hamming it up a bit.

After us, Lisa Howe reads poetry (in place of a missing British poet) and is good and powerful and it’s the longest I have ever heard her read (only having heard her at maybe MLA group readings) so I am glad. Jonathan Skinner then reads a piece with slides about the tagging of bears in Maine, using the trope of alien abduction to think about how it might seem from the bear perspective. The tagging is intrusive and sometimes violent, separating mothers from cubs etc. The words offset the images in a non-illustrative way and I find the work entirely to my taste. One thing to say here is that I had my various reactions to presentations good or bad, but often observed that ones I didn’t respondas much to were the favorites of others and there was a good reception for each one. The audience was appreciative, encouraging and given to wild clapping and occasional hooting. With Jonathan’s piece, I discover that being lulled by an absorbing bear story is good for migraine but realize also that I am too far gone for a drugless recovery at this point. There are a few questions at the end, though inexplicably we don’t go to the front for them. Our project is based on an alternate reality game called the Jejune Institute that one can play (and that Standard and I did play) in San Francisco and I have assumed that once we mention the game the questions will be about that, which occurs, but there’s nothing for it but to try to answer them. We both reply to some of the questions, occasionally contradicting each other in a way that would be interesting to include in the presentation if we ever do it again (as Carla points out). In the moment, however, I find I am unable to respond at length to anything as my thinking has become truncated by migraine speechlessness.

Dinner occurs after this session nearby in a log cabiny building. It’s beans and corn bread and pasta salad and cookies and brownies. Erin banishes the peanut butter cookies before they are even put out. Tom Orange is doing something interesting with an electric banjo on the enclosed front porch that I would have listened to more if not for my current state. I eat and try to chat but then finally give into the migraine and flee. Standard walks me most of the way back in the light rain. We discuss the reception for our piece, which we are happy with, then he returns to the fray and I to my hotel room to take migraine medicine. Very unfortunately, I miss the evening session which includes Rod Smith, Kate Sopko Christine Hume and Chris Mann (unless one of those Chrises is British.) I am told Kate Sopko compares the job of poet to that of maintenance worker. This sounds like it’s right up my tree. Long ago I gave a talk where I suggested that rather than base the job of poet on an academic model, as I felt was beginning to happen in the 80s, we should base it on the service professions like doctor or nurse or waitress. At the time, I got an unusually vexed and defensive response from poets who were becoming or already were academics. I resolve to find a way to know about Kate’s intriguing idea and what the reaction was but have not managed to achieve this as of this writing. However I do get her book, Stewards of the Lost Lands but haven’t read it yet. Late at night, I hear the drunken, melodic voices of poets as they hang out after exiting the second late night poetry reading. I believe this is the night cris ties Bill Howe to the podium with masking tape. This was told to me as an example of one of the many things experienced by our long suffering bar tender.

So now it’s Saturday morning, last full day of post moot. I am up early and am among the slightly sparse but very appreciative audience for the first session. Barrett Watten starts it off. He reads from The Grand Piano in which he asserts, interestingly, that the position of poet ranks higher than the position of professor. He examines his own entry into academia in the piece (BTW, he was not among the vexed reactors in my story above, which took place in New York). The philosopher N and his entry into that same profession comes up. It is a lovely reading and discussion and is followed by Alan Golding’s presentation, I think called “Avant Garde Poetics and Pedagogy,” another of the actual papers that were given. Alan mentions Barry’s work, with quotes some of the same material Barry has read from, making a nice rhyme and context of these presentations with each other. There is no third person to substitute for the usual missing Englese so we launch into a rather lively question period. The word “hegemony” is used by Keith Tuma. He might be referring to the hegemony of style rather than of academia about which he can have few illusions, after all. We don’t really get into the hegemony of style notion which interests me if he means what I think he might mean. Those who are academics furiously point out that they are marginalized within their institutions and I reflect how the “other” can seem monolithic even if, as in this case, the “other” is simply your friends who make their living teaching in colleges. Barry’s study of the German background of our present academic institutions is mentioned and there is a general fear of losing these to the current and endlessly ongoing economic crisis which is having so much effect on writers associated in with schools whether as teachers or students (or booksellers to these folks.) People have a lot to say about all this but we run out of time.

The next session also occurs in the Leonard Theater. John Bennett reads with great emphasis on syllables and sound from a wide array of his many books. I think there is some Spanish in his reading and it turns out he has a world of engagement with poetry and major reputation in Latin America. It is perfect to take a bath in pure poetry after the discursiveness of the last session. Dana Ward is next and I am delighted to finally be able to hear him as he is legendary in the Bay Area where he has read but somehow I missed it. I am mesmerized by this reading and his range in his work from disjunction to linearity with more emphasis I think on the linear but with a sensibility clearly able to respond and work in a very wide continuum of meaning and practice. He reads, “Tell me what else you need from me” and I think he really wants to know and will supply it. Then it’s K. Lorraine Graham, she of the putting on makeup during the Flarf reading. There are slides and, intriguingly, hula hoops in her performance which is delightfully physical and is about suburbia, identity and sexuality. The hoops are nicely used and she adds a lot of suspense to the piece by starting to go down into splits during it. Wisely she decides not to make it the full way, not having warmed up sufficiently, as she later observes. She asserts an unfinishedness to the piece, I think during it, which puts me in mind of Bob Grenier’s long habit of critiquing his poems as he reads them. I like the embodiedness of the addition of movement to reading. I think there is a general appreciation of her athleticism. (One complaint about post moot is that there was no opportunity for wild dancing for the whole group, though I don’t know when this could have occurred since poetry went well into the small hours every night.) There are questions which I don’t actually remember (perhaps much of the critique occurred during them, come to think of it) and then lunch back at the log cabin. The leftovers that were nicely incorporated into each of the meals we were served provided another version or experiences of the leftovers that were in our brains from all of the sessions as we observed the new ones. Presentations were usefully in each other’s context, everything nuancing everything else in a kind of great avant-garde echo chamber.

On to the art museum after lunch to hear a paper by Tyrone Williams about Rodrigo Toscan’s work. We have seen little of Rodrigo as he is rehearsing with students whose performance we are to see later the same day. Tyrone’s paper is dense like a poem and he takes his usual monumental and imperturbable stance as he reads it. I like what he is saying about work and labor and art and Rodrigo and resolve to ask him for the piece so that I can take it in more thoroughly. I always know I am going to like Tyrone’s work and I always like it more and find more in it even than I expected to. (To my great satisfaction, Tyrone has allowed himself to be included among the A Tonalists I curated in “A Tonalist Set” in the new Aufgabe.) There is a good audience and, again, the art museum is a nice venue. Tyrone is followed by Erin Mouré and Oana Avasilichioaei who present a collaborative work partly about expedition and translation (they have many languages among themselves) that I really enjoy. They have worked out a sort of routine with questioning, commenting and using the history of the collaboration that is nicely done. It occurs to me that Standard and I could adapt some of their techniques if we present the novel again, though such a piece would be outside the scope of the work as we see it. But anyway, Erin and Oana’s presentation went quite well as a way to experience their text and ideas around translation, which seem less metaphorical than practical in their sense of it and I like that. I also really like their lines and enjoy the exchange between their two sensibilities and presences . Then William Howe is finally able to get away from his cook duties and read from Translanations One a transliteration of Emily Dickinson’s poems as she might have written them if she was dyslexic and incorporated that into her practice. Was this the day he wore his flame shirt, often admired by me at MLAs and AWPs? I think so. Then there were many questions, inexplicably there is one for Tyrone about time travel. I am amused as it is a familiar territory in my own work. Tyrone later says he should have referred the question to me but in the event does not try to respond. Of course, for all of us in the moot, there are cases where you experience a question or comment to which you can’t really react but then do later as the conversation continues to have itself in your mind. There is much engagement with Oona and Erin’s project as more questions pour in and I resolve to buy the book, Expeditions of a Chimaera, but forget to and see now that we don’t have it in stock at SPD but bet I can borrow it in order to continue the expedition (Standard’s and my project started out of a desire to be on an expedition) and the conversation. One of many I hope to keep up.

It is raining a lot now and we pile into vans and cars and are let out briefly at a place on campus where there is a café and a tiny store and I am delighted, like a person in from the wilderness, to be able to buy midday hot tea, energy bars and other luxuries. We arrive next at a new venue called Alumni 1, a big space where performance requiring much tech and placement in among the audience (as opposed to up on the stage) can occur. First up is Rodrigo Toscano’s piece on which he has been working with a half dozen or so students all during the convocation. There is a terrifying wait while one of the students is late, but then he shows up and the show goes on. It includes a lot of interesting movement and repeated speeches much of which are memorized rather than read from scripts or the scripts are incorporated into mini narratives, which is nice. They fill the space and Rodrigo performs with them. The sight line is somewhat low so I wander a bit to take a few pictures as I have been doing throughout. The invasion of our reality by corporate and governmental sensibilities seems to be one of the themes. The students are interesting in their youth and the way they occupy the space and their own bodies. Next there is Mark Jeffrey and Judd Morrissey who I think really are performance artists rather than poets who do performance. Such artists often require a fair amount of tech and so they did and it was set up quite quickly and I change places again in the room, wandering the audience space as Cathy Wagner and cris often do here and as I do at home when I am in charge of something. At some point during all this, Cathy finds a toddler who needs solace and proceeds to hold him or her on her hip while she stands and rocks back and forth during the whole piece. In Mark and Judd’s presentation there is a mic and mic stand, an xmas star and a ladder and a lot of words on the screen which seem to accrue in strips like fortunes which radiate out and form patterns. The mic stand is lifted and pointed like a spear or well like a giant pointer. It is dark and the star changes color and the words change and are presented in phrases on the black strips (which aren't really like fortunes because black) and the performer wanders the stage in a way which absorbs the attention. The lights come up when they are done, there is a quick change of the stage area and Hoa Nguyen reads. It is not easy to follow performance but Hoa does really well with it. She has that way of being incredibly charismatic, using a soft voice to draw us in, and I think maybe everyone is in love with her by the end of the reading or maybe the first poem and there is rapt attention and it does work to have a reading with performance if, you know, it kicks ass, and her’s does. She speaks at length about the poems reminding us that this is not the poem but we think it is sort of because it’s like a performance and she is convincing when she reads the poem and it doesn’t get any better than that.

Dinner is happily next back at the Peabody but in a new elegant location on a top floor and wondrously it is sushi night with endless trays of sushi, buckets of soup, all the pickled ginger you could want, fruit salad and pie. I am sitting at a table with two kids, Josef Horacek and Lara Glenum’s as I later find out, who I have been seeing much and who seem incredibly well-behaved, given everything. I am next to the head of the department to whom I eagerly speak with all praise of the events, Erin and Oana and Standard are also at my table and, along with many groups at many tables in the room, seem to be in mighty discourse. I enjoy wandering the dinner area in extreme mootish satisfaction, replete with art and sushi.


We return to Alumni 1 for the next set. This time I plop down right in front and Standard allows himself to be dragged there. It turns out to be a good move because next up is Black Took Collective. I find their creation of an artful space in which their work occurs to be quite moving and, in fact, coming after the density of the last works, incredibly restful and appealing. It isn’t less dense or less lively than the fast piece or slower than the slower one but is perhaps a bit more permeable and allows the reader/auditor to enter in imaginatively. There are images in a film projected onto the center of three screen, there is text on each of the other screens being generated while the third person, in the initial case Duriel Harris reads while Dawn Lundy-Martin and Ronaldo Wilson write (type). Then Dawn reads and Ronaldo draws on paper, lying on the floor. There are two lines of string taped to pillars in the front part of the space and Duriel begins to hang art made by Ronaldo onto the string. It breaks and she attaches it to a mic stand seamlessly. I like the incorporation of poetry, as opposed to script, in this piece because it seems to implicate and include their entire lives as poets. Their interaction with each other as a collective over time is shown in the moving image part and referred to in their text. The density of the poetry is engaging. The whole things works incredibly well and caps an amazing afternoon of performance the length, breadth and intensity of which are unlikely to occur again in my life as an audience member, unless there is, as we hope, another post moot in our futures.

The next performance is by AMJ Crawford and Danny Snelson. This is very lively and involves smacking light switches much as one would a timer in a chess match. A video keyboard is used so that they are able to play images on the screen while each other reads from a set of texts which has been passed out to us in copies. I decide it works, though I don’t really know exactly what a performance should do to be said to “work,” -- though the fact that it pleases me a lot, given my background, is surely something. It is hard to describe the intensity and density of the sound, words and images. It is noisy but then controlled and the limits they work with and resist and yet work within are clear. However, I will say that we are all getting a little weak here, our attentions eager and yet flagging a bit.

The final presentation of the night by Michael Basinski is thankfully a showstopper. I have heard of his performances and been familiar with his texts for decades and am very glad to finally get to experience one. I am not disappointed as Michael uses a round flat dot on a plain white page to stand for, let’s see what does it stand for? imagination, improvisation, not sure but it worked! He makes his way through an amazing display of sound and words, all coming only from his mouth, utilizing the mic expertly, and interaction with the audience that is quite riveting, even dazzling, in spite of being about as weary as any audience could be, we are really wildly enthusiastic in our reaction, clapping and hooting even slightly more than usual.

Then there is the final late poetry night back at my hotel. This time cris officiates with a minimalist approach designed to get us up there and out so we can all go home and to bed, though the wild eagerness of the crowd belies the fact that we must all be very tired. The readings are legendary, the response epic, the drinking of hard stuff instead of just beer and wine, tremendous by those who do that, not including me, but I along with other teetotalers get a contact high. Jade Hudson shows an excellent animation. Many people read really well. Mel reads and is sizzlingly hot. Rod Smith reads in his gravelly way and I think maybe he is the Clint Eastwood of poetry (Clint in the 70s). Cathy lets loose with some stuff that has them gasping in their chairs. I read a piece about community from A Tonalist and , to my delight, get a better response than I have almost ever gotten to a reading, partly owing to the zeal of Dana Ward, who reigns drunkenly in the front row. I am determined to hear Standard read which goes really well but doesn’t happen until 2am, after which I steal away exhausted but glad.

Thankfully, the last morning doesn’t begin until 10am. I don’t even have to pack because I am staying an extra day to visit family nearby in Kentucky. The day opens with those of us who are left gathered in the hall in front of the good old Leonard Theater, eating bagels and drinking coffee (except for me having had my tea and oatmeal in my room). Erin has also brought a tea pot, a larger, better one than mine which allows for heating hot water and making tea, which isn’t always available from the moot. It should be repeated, however, that you can’t fault them for their hospitality in any way – not once you‘ve seen Cathy washing out the giant coffee pot in the bathroom sink or looked into the black sleepless depths of Bill Howe’s eyes. The penultimate session is next and we are ready for it. First Brian Whitener gives a paper on Dolores Dorantes’ amazing array of works and projects. I am already a big fan of Dolores and am thrilled finally to hear Brian who took the Bay Area by storm a while back but I somehow missed him. Steve Lansky then shows an animation called Exit Strategy which I like so much I forget to take pictures of it. It’s what I would call a poetic detective science fiction so it is right up my alley. In the question and answer part, Steve mentions the unbelievable amount of work it takes to do these things and the improvisatory way he has created the plot, which actually seems more or less linear to him and to us, though it probably wouldn’t to anyone else. At this point there is a short break and then final session begins. Tom Orange give a heartfelt talk about Cincinnati (or when I think about it must have been Cleveland) and community which seems to reflect back on a lot that has happened here though it’s not about that. It is during the discussion after this talk that Dana Ward utters the opinion that the time we are in might be the “twilight of administered value,” referring, I believe , to fame cultivated within the harrowed hallows of academia, which now seem destined to be broken down and used for capitalist firewood sooner than later. Gloriously, now it is the turn of Jen Hofer who I have contantly seen and spoken with during all of the meals and some of the sessions of the moot but whose project, the escritorio público, took place in a café in Oxford a mile or so from campus so she was often there instead of here. In her presentation she briefly introduces and then demonstrates this public letter writing practice. Nick Demski, omnipresent poet & videographer of all events and incipient librarian from Racine, volunteers to be the client. He choses his girlfriend, whose name I think is Andrea, as the person to whom he wants to have the letter written and selects the “illicit letter” option from among the three available, the others being, I think, “letter in Spanish” and “letter in English.” Jen asks a few key questions and then types the letter with incredible speed, adding just the right racy bits and ending it sweetly. Nick is offered his choice of envelope and stamp and then there it is -- the perfect letter. Jen has offered her escritorio público in various places including in Union Square in New York. There is a slide on the screen above the stage showing this. The endless lovely spotted and striped clothes I have seen her wear during the moot (full disclosure: she gave me a pair of striped socks)are apparently not what she wears while writing because the writing practice seems to require a sort of 40s outfit, a suit or matching blouse skirt combo, with butterfly glasses, that give Jen the correct studious air for this activity. This all works really well and I can see that she might write an essay or essay poem about it all because the letters are incredible but the people buy them for $5 or so and there is no record of the letters but only the record of the kind of letter entered in a notebook Jen keeps for the purpose. I think it would make an interesting film. But now we need to forge ahead and the final performer is José Luna who announces that he is not a poet and I am probably not the only person in the audience who is relieved. He uses a laptop to produce sounds and there are Josef Albers-esque square on a screen that gradually change color as he plays. Then he get out the saxophone and turns his back playing in a way that fixes the attention and makes me remember everything all over again. It is the perfect end to a perfect post moot. But it isn’t quite over. Those of us who are left go to lunch and then there is a roundtable for an hour or maybe half and hour wherein we, the participants, long for more moots and they, the organizers, tell us it was really hard to do it. At a certain point or maybe this is later I assert that we are all married now and I think it is Nick Demske who quickly agrees. The vicissitudes of making such a convocation in an academic environment are discussed in the roundtable and I find myself giving advice though lord knows I know little enough about surviving within academe. It should be said again, however, and is said there with much clapping and the wildest hooting ever, that we are all hugely grateful that cris, Cathy and William and their intrepid helpers were able to pull this one off.

Then there is the boxing of SPD books in the usual whirlwind of such tasks, helped thankfully by Jen Hofer, who really has a knack for hand eye related activities connected with books and writing. I hear of a student who has run out of gas on the way back from dropping mootists at the airport and see cris take off to the rescue. Nick, Jen and I are driven to a café in Oxford by Meghan Prichard who offers to take us anywhere in the true spirit of moot volunteerism. Nick, Jen and I have a lovely talk about librarianship and what just happened and we wonder what did just happen. Jen is picked up for the drive to the airport by Lisa and Bill and Nick and I call Cathy to ask how to get back to my hotel and then we do get back and he waits in the fancy lounge while I call Cathy from my room and say what now? because we are so used to asking her this and she brings us and Rodrigo, who is also among the last mooters, to cris’s house for the final meal of divine leftovers and conversation and Keith Tuma comes with pie after dinner and at about 10 we are completely done in, but bonded. Cathy drives us back to our domiciles and she and I madly plan to meet the next morning, knowing this won’t work and then, next day, call each other to say we have overslept and will see each other along the main line, sooner or later, and I hope it’s sooner. Under the heading of it’s never over I read Dana Ward’s Typing Wild Speech on the way home on the plane and am totally blown away, as they say. So post moot is not really a movement but it did move and continues to dance through our thoughts and anticipations, generating interest, new works and longings for new occasions to moot.

Laura Moriarty

P.S. Two sets of photos here and here

Apologies to anyone I didn't photograph (including me) or photographed badly or identified inaccurately. Let me know any changes to make.

Monday, April 12, 2010


AWP & Me (& You)


Dearest A Tonalist readers,

I know I have abandoned you for a while and I am sorry. Let’s just put it behind us.

While it is fresh in my mind and I am pretty much recovered, I thought I’d share a bit about my recent experience at AWP. For us neurasthenics traveling itself is always a challenge. Irrational trip stress, bad air on the plane, moisture sucked out of your body and, in this case, crazy Denver altitude and bone dryness all take their toll. But at least we sensitive ones are used to not feeling exactly okay (what would that be like?) and going on anyway. I will also say that while I usually like turbulence on planes -- I know this is weird and think it might have to do with growing up in the air force and my father’s stories – the rocky ride into the Denver airport was a bit intense. ‘I guess those are the Rocky Mountains down there,’ I think I heard Clay say. But then the Hyatt was fine and the view out the window of the city and snowy mountains was grand. The joy of immediately running into a poet – Kazim Ali appeared right while we were checking in – was mitigated by the migraine that prevented me from joining him for dinner. As per usual on trips, I was bedeviled by several of these evil paroxysms of the brain because of the altitude and the work and possibly a bit of fear-of-poets that can grip you in such a place at such a time, even while you really are happy and even grateful to be among them.

So then it’s the next day and Clay and I get our badges and there is a problem about them and then we solve it at the Help Desk and while at the Help Desk I hear someone say,‘I am not freaked out but it freaks me out to hear you are telling people I am freaked out. It’s just that I have never been in a situation where every single moment of my day is filled with duties for several days in a row’ and I think ‘Welcome to the NFL’ but also that this person was really going to be completely fine because of course you are freaking out and everyone is and it’s mostly okay.

Clay and I get onto the floor and then it’s air kisses to familiar exhibitors who are also putting their stuff together and it’s particularly nice here because it’s our publishers and there is Bin Ramke who seems like the Colorado Welcoming Committee because he is setting up with University of Denver in our aisle which we notice happily is in like the best location ever. Putting together the SPD booth is always a bit intimidating when you first start with endless boxes (well maybe five or six) and the big SPD sarcophagus, as we call it, filled with book shelves to assemble.


















Clay Banes in SPD booth


I have already dealt with the signage at the business center and had some tucked away in my suitcase and Clay has the list of books, produced by Brent Cunningham, who is holding down the SPD fort back in Berkeley, and there’s a lot to do but it’s fine and we put out the books and each one gets a good spot though we worried about having too many but we didn’t and then there are a few hours for a break and the only substantial meal of the day at 4ish, wisely gotten by me in a foray out to a deli on the 16th Street Mall before setting up, and then it’s time for the SPD/CLMP meeting which goes well. I rush out after it to the Magnolia Hotel ballroom which is three blocks away and very easy to find. It turns out to be magnificent in a modern gray & black way but with old pillars and the perfect place for a giant reading. I am hugging everyone (I am unashamedly California in my hugging practice) and praising Rusty Morrison and Ken Keegan of Omnidawn and Janet Holmes of Ahsata for how great it is and a giant number of people come in. I think there were over a hundred or more there to hear a dozen or so readers including Christopher Arigo, Susan Briante, Dan Beachy-Quick, Maxine Chernoff & Paul Hoover, Gillian Conoley, Ben Doller, Lisa Fishman, Noah Eli Gordon, Richard Greenfield, Janet Holmes, Hank Lazer, Rusty Morrison, Craig Santos Perez, Bin Ramke, Don Revell, Elizabeth Robinson, Heather Sellers, Heidi Lynn Staples and Michelle Taransky. It kicked ass to read with them and everyone was good and didn’t read too long. True, a number of poet readers and poet audience members were wildly drinking at the back and not paying meticulous attention to every line but I felt listened to enough when I read (old days of reading at that bar in NY where the Segue Series used to be helped. What was that place called?) Later on in the conference, people I had no idea were there came up to me to say they’d heard me and maybe that they liked the reading and I felt acknowledged which, really, once you’ve got that feeling, everything else is gravy. When Craig Parez read he noted that people criticize AWP for various reasons but that he doesn’t really see a downside to it and took a picture of the audience in his rock star way and promised to blog about it and I will link to it if I find it. (Here it is!) I really enjoyed that set of readings but the headache alarm bells began to go off (called the ‘aura,’ apparently in my honor) and I had to rush off just before the end.

It is a little scary to have such a full day before the conference (and the trade show job part) even started, but on the other hand it is nice to feel achieved going in. Still, 8:30am came early and Clay and I are at the booth slightly before and ready for it and then poets poured in (well some are fiction and non-fiction writers) and we realize again that yes our booth is right in the funnel part of the entrance to the tables and thanked the gods of random placement, the AWP and whoever else did it and proceed to say SPD to everyone who would listen and answer questions and generally talk up the books with an eagerness that doesn’t become manic any more, for me, because this is not my first rodeo and I actually like the part of the job where you talk to strangers and friends and frenemies. Weirdly it is my birthday but that is okay because I am busy and hardly ever think about it. And then Suzanne Stein appears and says ‘Happy Birthday!’ and ‘Oh my god!’ looking out at the ten-ring circus of poets before us and it is interesting to see the reaction of a newbie to the AWP who is not in any way a newbie to the scene. I must say her eyes were quite wide. We make a few comments about the outfits which she says seem better than expected and that people do doll themselves up for this and of course most of us in the booths are sort of dressed up and that it was interesting and maybe she should upgrade the outfit (but of course she looks gorgeous). I am sorry to miss the hybrid panel that day, not to mention my boss Jeffrey Lependorf playing the flute with Anne Waldman, which I heard was excellent but it is so busy I feel I should work the booth because that’s what they pay me for. Clay and I talk up the SPD Bad Poem contest which is currently filling my email box with bad poetry, not for the first time, and it’s good to have something to say to start. Everyone is giving away candy and struggling for a few moments of the time of the poets wandering stunned among the booths and tables.

















Action at Table X

We hand out catalogs and hand sell books and respond to queries and take a few last minute books from poets and sell many books and copy the bad poem instructions a few times and listen to ourselves repeat phrases and listen to our next door booth repeat phrases and keep track of the money and suggest career strategies for people with their books and basically act like we are in an 8 hour-a-day, 3-days-running play. We spell ourselves and go around the booths and talk to many folks and lose track of time and get back and then the other one goes to the bathroom and to get coffee (meeting a poet or two or ten on the way) and then thankfully SPD (and SPT) volunteer extraordinaire Justine Kessler El-Khazen arrives to spell us for lunch and a brief respite and then back at it and it is the complete and utter mixing of poet and job life for me but luckily I am used to it. Suzanne and I have lunch that day and talk about what she will say at the ‘Poet As Arts Administrator’ panel and we talk about everything in the way that Norma Cole and I often do at MLA when we get to see each other more than when we are in the Bay Area because now we are conventioneers thrown together on the same lurching ship and it’s fun but exhausting.

The Nightboat, Litmus, Action Books reading at the Thin Man Bar is that night and I get there in a cab and it is in a small basement which is quite warm even at the beginning and a migraine kicks in almost as soon as I enter the room. I plop down and then get right back up to get a nice cold one(fizzy water)and get back down the steep steps and lose my fan and try not to panic and look for Suzanne who is coming from elsewhere to here and figure out she is actually sitting next to me and she introduces me to Paul Foster Johnson but we already know each other because we read together in NY and more people pour in and Tracy Grinnell and Stephen Motika and Johannes Göransson are handling it well and putting out more chairs and a woman with long hair sits in front of me and it is Amy Catanzano of Naropa and there is hugging and then the reading starts and I am getting a bit dizzy by this time and trying to remember what I should read from the new book and OMG I haven’t yet mentioned that A Tonalist the book is out (!!) and I love the design with the collage by Norma Cole, thank you Norma and Nightboat, and thanks to Kazim Ali for his enthusiasm for the book. Nightboat publisher, Stephen Motika, has been a dream to work with and I am very appreciative of all Nightboaters. I try to be a bit explanatory as I read because I have noticed, giving my copies of the book away and selling the SPD copies, that the book is perplexing to some people. This seems mostly excellent because a taste for complexity is practically the defining characteristic of A Tonalist as a concept or as an imagined writer. The other readings that night are a bit of a blur because the migraine became incredibly intense. I remember Brenda Ijima reading from her book, If Not Metamorphic or was it from her other book Revv. you'll--ution and from )((Eco(Lang)(Uage(Reader)) which she edited, stunning in a striped shirt and striped pants and vest. The Action Book people wowed the crowd with performative readings of great work that was usually kind of speechy and you know it can be hard to be follow that kind of work with your experimental complexity but we did and I was very glad to hear their poems because I wasn’t as familiar with them and glad also to hear my fellow Nightboaters and Litmusians (there is an A Tonalist Set in the current Aufgabe) but then before it was over I had to go. The readers were me and Paula Cisewski, Brenda Ijima, Sandy Florian, Lara Glenum, Johannes Göransson, Dawn Lundy Martin, Abe Smith, Stacy Szymaszek, and Edwin Torres but I didn’t get to hear everyone. Unbeknownst to me I still had a bad half hour (with several pleading calls to the cab company) to wait outside for a cab to pick me up whose driver literally did not know the way to the convention center because one must not have to pass an entry exam to be able to drive hack in the Mile-High City. But once such little moments of travel-induced desperation are over you just forget them. I took the meds for the migraine and was sad to hear myself order a 6 o’clock wake-up call but was happily headache free the next morning and then it was 8:30 and there was much more of the same all over again.

I was glad to have completed my two readings at this point because all day working and then reading and then working is a little much even though I did not go to the after party at the Mercury Club that night but practically everyone else did, as Clay revealed, having been among them. That’s the incredible thing that even though there are 5 or 6 competing events each night they all seem to be maximally attended and it’s like carnival time for poets, including the masks and the monsters, which makes me glad I don’t drink but even those who do and did were back at it next day, though true they wandered in a bit later than the rest of us and maybe looked a bit more dazed. Suzanne came by at various times on Friday and we finally planned to go to the Coach House reading at The Dikeou Collection space because we wanted to see the space and the reading, though I was sorry to miss the Counterpath/Letter Machine Editions reading because a lot of the Counterpathians (and Machinists?) are my people but I found myself in a gaggle of Conceptualists and Canadians and just went with it. The art space, converted offices, was close to the hotel and the event was sponsored by the Denver Quarterly. Kasey Mohammad opened the set with a funny and expertly belted out bunch of sonnets. Then it was kevin mcpherson eckhoff and Jen Currin who were excellent. (I may have the order wrong here but you get the idea.) I was beatifically happy not to be among the readers at that moment, though I love to read, but it was great just to listen. For some reason, I hadn’t heard Christian Bök before and he was incredibly good at it, as one might have expected. I thought there was a lot of testosterone in the air with the friendly rivalry between Flarf and Conceptialist or maybe just between Kasey and Christian. They seemed like good friends trying to crush each other on the basketball court which was fine but then it was great to be enveloped in powerful estrogenic waves of Rachek Levitsky whose prosodized tales of sex and language I very much enjoyed.


















Rachel Levitsky, Kasey Mohammad and Alana Wilcox


Alana Wilcox, Editor-in-Chief of Coach House, gets one of my awards for best outfit with a loden green trompe l'oeil skirt she said was from a Toronto designer. And then I chatted in the hall with Catherine Taylor of Essay Press and Suzanne and Anna Moschovakis of Ugly Duckling and Kristin Prevallet of various presses and wanted to go off with them but had a previous plan so went to meet up with Tracy Grinnell, Brenda Iijima, Paul Foster Johnson, Dan Machlin, Alice Whitwham, and Stacey Szymaszek at Cafe Berlin whose food looked good but whose who staff just smiled with frantic sadness at our expectation of their seating a party of 7 on a Friday night without a reservation and I realized that we were being caught in the syndrome of New Yorkers not remembering that you have to have a res to go to a restaurant in a small city, but after some mostly enjoyable careening and the experience of one of our party being carded, though being 43, we ended up waiting an hour at a Thai restaurant (watching near-by poets munch away at their leisure) and then finally having some excellent Pod Thai and I was knocking back the fizzy waters and it was late for me when I got to the hotel (the rest of our gaggle went on to a bar) and then the 6 o’clock wake-up call again and getting ready to get up, pack and get on the floor by 8:30 for the final day. Of course I woke with another migraine (how many is that?) This was a lot even for me – the altitude is probably the culprit – but not the first or second time I have dressed, packed, checked out of the hotel and gotten to the trade show floor under the influence of migraine meds.

Saturday was the day of the one panel I allowed myself to attend -- 'Poet As Arts Administrator' -- and I got to it at 9 before most of the other folks. Charles Alexander of Chax was on the panel and was there and we compared parental notes of his daughters being in high school and college and my step-daughter being in Korea on a business trip. A scattering of people arrived and I was sorry not to be at the Flarf Conceptual smack down going on at the same time but Suzanne was on the panel and I know a thing or two about the subject, so I wanted to be where I was.

















Charles Alexander and Suzanne Stein

The other panelists were Michael Kelleher from Just Buffalo, who organized it, Stacy Szymaszek of the Poetry Project, Suzanne Stein who works at SF MOMA and Stephen Motika from Poets House. The things they said were very interesting to me for being so positive. Truth be told, we are not always so positive when we chat among ourselves. There was a general enthusiasm for continuing the discussion on a blog or in other events, for which ‘watch the skies.’ It was hard for me to tear myself away from the talk after the talk to get back to the booth but I did and there was a moderate feeding frenzy in the last hours of the show as people made their purchases and threw their final air kisses, while others were still preparing for events which went on all day and into the night. I encountered D.A Powell for the manyith time and he gave me a copy of his new mag Lo Ball which was lovely. I communed with other directors, I schmoozed with more poets and book industry folks. Finally, I left Clay to break down the booth and pack up with a sense of guilt but secret gladness. The packing up is hard but goes quickly with fevered determination and then you get a great feeling when you walk away from it and are free again. I got to the airport without seeing any more known entities though I was still surrounded by poets. I heard a woman thank her father on the phone for underwriting the trip and describe how she met poets and got to read and thought how sweet that was of him. I got back to reading Karen Tei Yamashita’s new book I Hotel from Coffee House, an absolute must read which comes out in May.

I reflected as I floated through the sky in one of those scarily small planes toward Salt Lake City, where I unfortunately had to change, about what had just happened. SPD did a lot of great business of connecting with our readers on all levels which is why we go and I enjoyed that, I got to interact with the CLMPers who are our cousins and be encouraged by Jeffrey Lependorf, our mutual boss. (Remind me to tell you the story of his Denver cab rides if we meet.) I interacted with a lot of poets, many whom knew of me and many of whom didn’t, I was able to show my new book around and feel very glad to have a new book, signed my old book at Omnidawn and was glad to have an old book, received praises and doled them out at a high rate of speed, was impressed by poet outfits and stamina (I take exception to that one tutu though it’s true that that woman really rocked it, but it breaks my rule of not scaring people.) This time I wasn’t a bit bothered by the careerism that has annoyed me in the past, not because it wasn’t there, but because it mostly just seems or, at least, you can look at it, as the work of getting the work out there, which is the least you can do for your publisher, even if you have yet to meet him or her. Of course I don’t hold with a lot of things but nothing new there. I regretted not taking more pictures though I am singularly bad at it and blessed the expensive flats I bought the last time I was in New York. I would say a good time was had by all but that would not be true -- but it was a time, that’s for sure.

See you at post moot in 10 days!

Monday, September 27, 2010

Labor Day 2010 Report

(Check out Suzanne's Stein's comments also)

Before the Labor Day event I couldn’t quite make out why it was so interesting and even mysterious to me what would happen there. And now that it has occurred I find I am still not sure why it was that way or what I think occurred, except that a lot did happen and it was more successful and more hopeful than I might have imagined it would be. People took it very much to heart, writing thoughtful talks and presenting them with zeal or attending much or all of the day and the next day. There was a consciously inclusive feeling and, as it happens, there were no major conflicts that I saw (though I didn’t go to the bar afterwards on either of the days). This in spite of what might have seemed the disclusive theme of writers who have jobs outside of the academy. This theme didn’t actually disclude anyone but simply placed the emphasis among the speakers chosen on those of us who in fact work elsewhere-- most of whom, I think, enjoyed being the center of attention for once, as who wouldn’t?

When I first walked up to the lovely Studio One Community Center where the convocation occurred (thanks Oakland and Sara Mumolo!) David Brazil said “wilkommen,” which amused me as I had just that morning watched the eponymous number from the movie Cabaret on YouTube. “Life is a convocation?” I could have thought, but is it? At another point, also right at the beginning, I said to Suzanne and David that I would rather be there at that moment than any other place. Of course that was not absolutely true and yet I was really was very glad to be there. Here was a gathering of people with whom I share the Bay Area as a place and tradition, all of us talking about subjects we regard as important-- labor and poetics -- in a series of events that I had not planned and was not in charge of, nor did I have to fly in a plane to get there. In some ways it was paradise, albeit a literary one.

This Labor Day event was another of many recent cases of series and other events (poet’s theaters, cabarets, fundraisers) that are planned, attended and given by writers who are a generation or two younger than me. This is entirely good and much to be desired. They are stepping up. It is nice to still be included in the action and I very much appreciated being in a conversation with younger writers as well as with my fellow old ones. It is not the only conversation for any of us but it is an important one. Though the Bay Area is one of the places where talking among the generations does occur relatively easily and often, it isn’t always so easy for that exchange to occur seriously and at length if you don’t teach. The extent of the available contact on Labor Day was great and didn’t require after hours fraternizing or other social gestures that aren’t always what one wants or is able to do.

I should admit that it’s not quite true that I was uninvolved with the organizing as I knew a little about the planning when Suzanne Stein, Alli Warren, Brandon Brown, Sara Larsen and David Brazil were putting it together. I gave the odd bit of advice and, ultimately, agreed to be in charge of the tea. A lot of other people also helped including Andrew Kenower on tech and photography and Catherine Meng on live podcasting and recording, blessings on all of them.

What follows here is mostly from the few notes I took, from memory, and I have listened again to some of the talks. I heartily recommend listening to these talks because they are truly fascinating and are short and to the point, dealing imaginatively with how each person either negotiates the life/work problem or how they see it. Seriously—it is worth it to listen to them “in person.”

Alli and Suzanne opened the event by reading from a prepared text which I hope they include among those they plan to publish on the blog. They gave their initial ideas about the convocation and said that by putting on this event they were proposing “a new way a collective conversation could take place in the community.” They said --it was Suzanne who read this --that they didn’t know what they would learn. Suzanne pointed out that organizing people into various kinds of presentations is part of her day job at San Francisco Museum of Modern Art where she is community producer (the phrase is actually in her job title) and that she also sees this organizing of people as part of her writing practice.

Suzanne and Alli said also that who they were speaking for or who the event was speaking for were questions for them. They indicated that each of the organizers was participating in a different way. I liked their intro because it was a bit different from the introductions I am used to hearing. It was a bit more sincere and more willing to express doubt and to contextualize the fact of what we were all doing there. They read the questions they had posed and the prospectus that can be found on the blog. They made little eye contact and yet drew us irrevocably in with a certain sultry familiarity and earnest welcoming. It was sincere as I have mentioned and, yes, the event was just that welcoming.

The organizers didn’t want there to be several presenters sitting at a table while one presented, as in a “conference,” so there was a podium with a mic but no tables. There were semi-reserved sections for the speakers to sit in on either side of the podium, but many of us didn’t sit there. I would guess there were somewhere between sixty and a hundred audience members at each of the talks, give or take. The room was comfortable and airy and there was coffee, tea, water and snacks, some left over from the night before when there was a party for organizers and participants at Suzanne’s house. Often I looked across the room and found I knew almost everyone in it.

Erika Staiti began the presentations by reading a text by Pamela Lu. I first met Erika a few years ago when she was fresh off the farm attending the meet and greet night at the opening of the Mills College fall semester. She was one of the members of the first workshop I taught at Mills, along with a number of other people who were in the audience -- quite a few actually – maybe half a dozen who were either in that class or ones that Brent Cunningham and I gave at SPD. I rarely teach but, with teachers, I know the pleasure of seeing fresh young students blossom into angry dissidents who write despite a lack of faith in all systems. It really is touching.

Pam Lu is a legendary but rarely present Bay Area writer. (She lives in the South Bay.) Her Pamela has been a perennial SPD bestseller. My notes from Pam’s piece contain the phrases “one hour per day,” “time is money but art is free,” “I want my writing to remain worthless,” “I steal time” and “I am a spy, I work for both sides.” The piece was terse and inspirational and brought up aspects of working and being a writer, the time it takes to make a living, stealing back a bit of work time for writing, the value of the kind of writing we all mostly do – which is great among us but small in the market place – that others, including me, were to reiterate many times in many different ways.

Steve Farmer followed. I have known Steve since the early eighties and I know he has gone through the usual or even more than the usual vicissitudes of life and that he used to work really hard as a professional cook and now works even harder in the high tech industry, as does Pam Lu. Steve chose to respond to the questions posed by the fab five, as he called the organizers. Steve pointed out that there are really three jobs – making a living, family life and writing. All of us with kids or other care-giving commitments appreciated this observation.

Steve asked the question of why author’s bios should read like resumes and I was put in mind of publishing something in Chain years ago and being asked by Juliana and Jena to rewrite my very ordinary born-there-and-published-this-and-that resume. They were sick of bios always sounding the same. (Though I will say that it can be a mistake to be too cute on a bio that will haunt you through time.) I find in my notebook another phrase in relation to Steve’s excellent talk that, “as Louie Cabri might have said, ‘You are writing to save your life.’”

I hadn’t known Jason Morris before the event so was pleased to hear his talk. He works as a bartender and, having worked behind a counter or two in my time, I appreciated his mentioning that “Priests also work for tips.” He spoke about the monoculture of the bar, reminding me how strong the culture of the work place is how difficult it can be to negotiate for a writer. He also uttered the phrase “I feel like a zombie and want to run to my creative life.” Been there. Jason asked whether a day job is a skin you shed. Wallace Stevens came up for the first but not the last time. I believe Jason asked something like “Is it like Wallace Stevens? Can we bring him up again?” Intriguingly, he left us with the observation the in writing “each day it’s the first time on the job.”

Lauren Levin began by speaking about The Headless Woman, a film currently of particular interest to various community members, notably Cynthia Sailors who showed it recently along with a discussion of the film in relation to Lacan. Lauren invoked the main character in the film perhaps as an icon of being in the midst of many related events, responsibilities and roles but not knowing exactly how to negotiate them or what to say about that. She spoke of “meaning” in work and jobs, working part time and temp jobs and a love of being fired.

She mentioned the fantasy of autonomy in which one can indulge in a particularly meaningless job but have maximum meaning in one’s writing. “But should a job have meaning?” she asked, adding later, “I don’t work by myself and I don’t write my poetry alone either.” Lauren speculated about how small groups affect larger structure. Can groups interpenetrate? Can the poetry community be more permeable?

My notes tell me that Brandon Brown addressed crime, theft and having two bodies through the lens of his current vampire obsession. He talked about wearing “the wig” meaning to do one’s own work at work. There was a fair amount of discussion about this phenomenon which was regarded as nice work if you can get it but not reliable. Taylor Brady pointed out – but this was later – that capitalism assumes you will wear the wig, thereby making yourself smarter and even more useful to capitalism. Brandon went on to quote CA Conrad saying we are writing to make songs. He developed the vampire thing a bit more delving into time as the object of theft, maybe time as blood? In any case he indicated that the vampire must keep the blood flowing and that blood is life as Marx and vampires remind us. It was one of my favorite talks of the day.

Rodrigo Toscano’s piece, read by Suzanne Stein, was titled “Doings and Sayings of the Ancient Future Poets.” Rodrigo begins, “The problem with academy-based poetry conferences and the valuation structures they contribute in creating is that they aid in further tightening already existing interlocking national poetry bureaucracies.” Rodrigo provided the critique of labor I hoped someone might do. I had thought him the best candidate as he works at the Labor Institute and he did not disappoint. Early on in the piece he was careful to note that everything can’t be reduced to nomenclature and I appreciated that. He compared the aesthetic volunteerism of the world of small poetry orgs to the academic poetry circuit with its real job-related power potential. He went on to identify the bar/café and house reading structure as having even less power potential than the aesthetic volunteerists.

I appreciated this critique, though there is a poetry org structure hierarchy and commercial writing structure I felt he was not including. In my own presentation I made the point that the value or not of these volunteer structures are up to us to create and support and though I see how I could be proved wrong here, I do maintain it. In a later discussion that referred to Rodrigo’s talk, I noted that folks associated with academia who were present appeared to have other questions about his sense of the structure. The argument was definitely debatable and that in itself made it different from most of the other talks which were more personal, though all of us attempted to pull back for a wider view and a few general points.

Brian Stefans, up from LA to attend the convocation and hang out, said that he admired the categories but didn’t feel he fit into them which is close to how I felt, except that I was not annoyed by this as I think Brian may have been. I was actually delighted with the categories as it reminded me of the days when Jerry Estrin and I would remind each other of the possible Marxist critiques of our experiences especially if we were liking them. What kind of capitalist trick were we falling for this time? I thought it good that such a critique be added to the thinking and Rodrigo’s was quite clear. I also liked that the ramp to the pyramids was bigger than the pyramids. I am only too aware that the critique is a serious thing and also that that it privileges critique and a certain critical tradition in a way I have long since learned not to find maddening. There is definitely a place for it and I thought this version very nicely done.

Cedar Sigo is part of the Rainbow Grocery collective and he talked about that and working twenty five hours a week in the beauty products section. He spoke lovingly about enjoying that work and having access to excellent natural beauty products, mentioning his own beauty routine. Cedar carried the whole thing off with charisma and with being, in his writing and person, a good example of his craft. He said he thought that money was inspiring and that, if the money were right, he might be able to write a novel. I can actually see a money –inspired novel of Cedar’s doing well in the market place. You never know how things will turn out. Cedar quoted Bob Creeley, “Our words are our world.”

Chris Daniels, who was deputized by Pamela Lu (Writers who could not be present could “deputize” or choose other writers to speak) began with his earliest poetic memory which is of his father declaiming poetry in the bathtub. He stressed the ordinariness of poetry in his life then and now. Somehow I knew without exactly knowing that Chris has long been a Marxist. He reminded us that the working class creates value for the owning class. He said that he sees labor as human behavior that transforms reality and that we as writers transform reality by transforming words. Like Brandon and Cedar he seemed more to speak his piece than to read it. He said that it was always difficult to talk about class, reminding us that capitalists own while the professional class manages.

Chris followed this observation a little ways later by saying “We are all basically fucked ….” He has a critique but was offering no particular hopefulness as a result of it and yet offering it with a hopeful charm. He spoke of the value put on solidarity by “us commies” and said that most of us have reason to have solidarity with each other – meaning by “us” most people on the planet as well as those in the room. He reiterated that class is a complicated and difficult question. He spoke of his work translating poetry from Brazil, including (I think) Vinicius de Moraes (famous for writing ”The Girl from Ipanema”) ending with a poem by him called “Poetics” whose last line is “Sisters, brothers, come in!”

Dana Teen Lomax then presented a film that highlighted the idea of parenthood with much footage of her daughter as a toddler. Dana admitted later to being a bit of “a spy in the house of love” (my phrase) as she makes her living teaching various adjunct classes. The music was “I’m Too Sexy.” The film was good and a nice change from the talks. It was useful, again, to be reminded of family life as another of the part of life that must be balanced with writing. It was also nice to see that part successfully used to make work.

There was a question period at this point, covering the first talks, run by Sara Larsen. I didn’t note the questions but I think we were all a bit too stunned to pose very many of them. Maybe this was the point at which Brian and a few of the rest of us said a few things about Rodrigo’s talk and Juliana Spahr regretted that Rodrigo wasn’t present or available (perhaps in some electronic way?) to discuss his talk. There was a short break and we streamed briefly out into the glorious day.

David Brazil gave a talk which I enjoyed very much but it was quite dense and a bit Latinate in its approach making me want to read as well as hear it. “Some Reflections On The Question of Vocation” began with a passage from Paul’s first letter to the church of Corinth. David pointed out that his calling, ours, has no ontological standing in our episteme and then he began to elaborate from there. My notes become vague here but I look very forward to reading the piece. Various people who I have read write about Paul (Agamben, Badiou) though I would be hard put to sum it all up. I have read it more than once and may have to read it all again in relation to what David said.

I wrote “In the calling in which he was called let him remain” and presume this is also part of Paul’s letter. David said “If there is a gift who gave it? or as Heidegger might say ‘What gives?’” He went on to to mention singularity of vocation as subset of antinomianism, which interested me having been there and back with Susan Howe’s thinking on this subject. My other notes from David’s talk are “We are not ourselves.” I am not sure what he was referring to there but it struck a welcoming note in my A Tonalist heart. And “Capitalism is happy when we are lonely.” That I knew.

My talk was called “Logogistics” and it was more or less a memoir with commentary. I described my adventures making a living over three decades. At the end of the talk, I made the point that the volunteer activities that we do can be taken quite seriously by us as real structures and that poets working outside of the academy don’t have access to the structures within the academy -- as for example a place and some money to put on conferences and many other things -- but that we have poet-made structures like small presses, journals, reading series, sites in the community etc which can and should be used. I think my piece was also a cautionary tale for those who think they can exist indefinitely in a job without meaning, as I tried to do as a young writer.

Andrew Joron had a bit of a dark thunderous look as he began his talk which was very much spoken though he had paper with text on it clutched in his hand. He began by talking about a demonstration attended by Ronnie Burk in which there was chanting “Jobs not jails” which Ronnie changed to “Jobs are jails.” Everyone liked that and I occasionally heard the line muttered by people for the rest of the time. He indicated that it was the job of poets to make impossible demands. He reminded us that work (job work) sucks. He noted that school and work are prisons of measured time and that work is necessity while poetry is freedom. He said that poets shouldn’t have jobs as poets, that art should issue an invitation and that disciplining language liberates language.

Andrew invoked the surrealist communism of genius and the idea that real musicians have day jobs. He spoke about his own job work as an indexer of academic books and how it relates to his writing. He mentioned that a typical academic book has around 5-10 concepts. He said that each word can be regarded as a poem and that each word relates to every other word. He spoke about the index as an exploded diagram. I thoroughly enjoyed Andrew’s impassioned speech and his fronting of his brand of a sort of passionately unregenerate Romanticism.

Vanessa Place’s piece consisted of a PowerPoint presentation that I found rather mesmerizing. From it I wrote “I believe a society can be judged by how it treats its worst members.” After that I appear to have given myself over to the PowerPoint without taking more notes. The presentation reminded us that Vanessa uses her work as an attorney as the source for some of her writing. As is well known, Vanessa doesn’t write her writing but frames and presents texts and language from various places in multiple ways. She haunted her own presentation, hovering to the right of the screen but not speaking. It was quite effective.

Sara Larsen walked us through her daily commute traveling between two “money centers” (Oakland and San Francisco) to make a living, creating a sort of geography of work. She spoke about vocation and just the plain fact that what many of us do for a living has nothing to do with our writing and forces us to work for entities we don’t respect and sometimes despise. Sara spoke of the poetic body – eclesia – and being dislocated to an underground site. She mentioned Beat writers as Lew Welch, Phillip Whalen and Gary Snyder and their model of doing working class jobs to support themselves as poets while they were young. Sara reminded us that it was different now. I think she said “I will pay my bills entirely by doing my real job which is poet” but I may have dreamed that.

Alli Warren read a section of George Albon’s talk which followed Sara’s nicely. George Albon was deputized by Stacy Szymaszek who couldn’t travel to be present and George was not able to be there because he had to work at Green Apple where he is a bookseller. The talk was a very useful and, I thought, poignant discussion of the consideration of the subject of labor in the Bay Area in the past. George invoked some of the familiar, central figures of this past. Robert Duncan had a little money from home and survived on part time jobs on the peripheries of the academy – the Bancroft library, the Poetry Center at SF State and, eventually, taught full time at New College of California.

It was fascinating to discover that there was an earlier version of this convocation at the Longshoreman’s Hall in San Francisco in the 1969 called “Bread and Poetry.” As typical of that time only a few white male stars spoke of their job work and how it related to their work as poets. (I assume, not having heard that they were included, that such people as Lenore Kandel, Diane DiPrima and Bob Kaufman didn’t speak though I don’t know that for sure.) Gary Snyder talked of the integration of his jobs with his writing, Phil Whalen spoke of having much more difficulty finding his way in work but thought it would “even out” (which it eventually did as he lived by participating and working in various local Zen Centers) and Lew Welch, who may have organized the event, had more difficulty and more alienation with his work especially as he was 37 at the time and the period of youthful jobs could be seen to be over. His early death prevented his particular problems of work and life from ever being solved. George quote Rexroth as saying “Poets in the West Coast work” which is interesting both in that there was an informal “spokesman” of Bay Area poetry at the time and that in fact we did and do still work.

Samantha Giles thanked CA Conrad for existing and for deputizing her to present and thanked the organizers with an organizer’s perception of how much work it took to put the convocation together. She discussed having the job of homemaker and parent on top of the public work of running Small Press Traffic and, of course, writing. She discussed how essential art and culture are to the person. Samantha said “I feel lucky and grateful for this life full of readings and books” and at that point seemed to weep. It was quite a surprise to many of us and quite touching. I have often felt similarly grateful with regard to my own job at SPD. Her talk was well observed from her useful position (with a few others here and in other cities) of having a presenting job in the community of which she is a very active member and was very well received.

Kevin Killian closed the show by appearing to extemporize about the relation of job to writing in his life though he mentioned writing his talk and did have a written text with him as more or less a prop. I believe he said the phrase “I am a diva” which of course we all knew. He also said “I am a writer” and “I am a secretary” and spoke of his long employment as a secretary at a place where he used to have more time to have the occasional literary thought than he currently has there. Kevin reminisced that, a few decades ago, when his fried Alfredo was asked “what do you do?” he said “I take it up the ass.” Kevin seemed to suggest that an stripped down economic writing style might be the result of limited time for writing as well as the endless interruptions experienced by the secretary wearing “the wig” of a writer trying to write while actually on the job.

Kevin was just back from Vancouver and mentioned Jeff Dirksen who lives there and who Kevin talked to there about the subject of labor which is central to Jeff’s work. Perhaps Kevin then quoted Jeff saying “Capitalism has used me up and spat me out” or possibly he was speaking about himself. Kevin said Jeff maintains there is no outside of the corporation. (I am inclined to agree.) Kevin said he believed it and didn’t believe it at the same time and I will also inclined to agree with that and thought it to be how many of us felt.

There was some general discussion at this point which was useful and I was more involved in it than I was taking notes about it. Perhaps it was Brandon who summed or Suzanne? by mentioning a few of the topics that had come up such as domestic labor, how funding affects the book (presumably content as well as production), are we tied to the idea of struggle? why go to graduate school? stealing time, individual response to a collective problem, personalized poetics and ideology of the non subject (this last might have been more extrapolation and wishful thinking on my part about future topics than a note of what had occurred.)

Many people went on to the bar and restaurant at this point and I assume the discussions were hot and heavy but, along with many other people, I didn’t attend this part. It occurred to me at this point that when a conference or convocation of this sort takes place far away and you are there only for it you automatically participate more in the after hours proceedings. This is exhausting but much to be desired also. Of course the more structure and comfort there is around this the more it will cost the organizers and the participants, but there is something to be gained. Still, the fact that this convocation was done on a miniscule budget and volunteer time also gave it a particular value. The payment required by participants was simply commitment to the moment of being there and participating.

About 30 people ultimately showed up for the brunch and discussion the following day to the windowless cavern that is 21 Grand. I thought the attendance was quite impressive on a glorious Labor Monday. David Brazil did a great job of moderating the talk. In the circle of seated participants we eventually formed, there was, at first, some heated discussion about academia. Several people, Brian Stefans, Chris Chen, Tim Kreiner, confessed to being academics and their reactions to the assertions and questions of the rest of us were listened to with particular attention for that reason. Everyone agreed that there was no difference between “ourselves” and “academics” as individuals – that it was just another job and life choice.

This is not to say the larger structural differences were/are not acknowledged. I don’t think anything was decided about what these meant, nor was that the intention of the event. However, I think such things are rarely spoken of in public and the fact that this discussion provided an opportunity to do that was excellent. It occurred to me as the discussion was going on that because the academic world is very much in crisis right now, actually focusing on it, but outside of its borders, might be a worthwhile thing to do in some other event. But, then again, many urgent topics are possible.

Steve Farmer, Chris Daniels and I were, as the older participants in this discussion, the source of historical comments on the community, as well as comments coming out of the knowledge of what life results might be expected from decisions made (or, importantly, exigencies acceded to) in one’s twenties and thirties. The tenor of the speaking reminded me of moments when I have recorded an interview with a friend and what has been a casual relationship becomes formal and careful – in a good way. The discussion session formalized exchanges that occur constantly in the community, as well as adding to responses to the talks given the day before. Everyone had a chance to speak and was in fact drawn out by David’s frontal requesting that anyone who had not spoken should do so.

In a way, it was a bit like a similar event might have in a happy version of the academy, except for a notable and key lack of hierarchy. This inclusiveness and lack of hierarchy was one of the important aspects of the whole event. The Labor Day convocation gave writers the opportunity to be part of a formal but friendly structure to listen to and give talks, to read and be read to, speak and be spoken too without requiring credentials other that desire to do so. It is true it was an event mostly focused on a (fairly wide) community of friends and acquaintances but, for all that, there was a clear attempt to be friendly to anyone not completely known to everyone else.

There were only a couple of people who fell into this category during the discussion part and perhaps a few more during the presentations–-and that on a gorgeous holiday weekend. The will to offer and maintain this inclusiveness made it a bit different from events and series outside of the academy that have occurred in the past. However, the Labor Day event was much in line with talks and convocations that have occurred at people’s house or lofts, Intersection, Canessa Park, Langton Arts, New College (which seems, in retrospect, not quite fully academic) and other places over the years.

At the Labor Day event I learned about job work and creative work , about the value of deciding to make your ideas about community occur in the world by sheer force of activity and cooperation. Many versions of how to make a living were presented along with a wide array of critiques and senses of what the ramifications were and are of that activity. The incessant necessity of making this living and its impact on one’s writing was never forgotten. We were creating a kind of chorus of complaints and triumphs with our multiply heard assertions--so the job (the work) was the work in this case. The event took itself seriously in the best possible sense. The organizers created a structure, a platform, for each person involved to participate and just about everyone did.

What was at stake was more ephemeral but not less important–-membership in the community, regard or possibly disapprobation within that community, responding to the opportunity and work involved in the event, maybe publication–-than what might be involved in a conference at a school where jobs are involved in the sense of actually having or getting them and in the other sense of department or field wide politics, positions within various academic structures, professional status involving money etc. It’s worth pointing out that an event like the recent post moot convocation (there have been others in the past) was held at a school and yet surely existed pretty much outside the academic realm.

With this convocation, with Labor Day, we (the organizers and participants) created, respected and appreciated our own values. This creation of value was an achievement and a great pleasure. For myself I learned or was able to remind myself that my own choices might have been more inevitable than I have occasionally believed. There are times when it seems that a particular version of the writer’s life, including a job teaching at a college, is so inevitable and normal that my own trajectory is anomalous when actually it is shared by many others. What a relief to rediscover and fully realize this!

At the end of the discussion session many said they longed for more of these convocations to occur. Suzanne brought it all to a close masterfully and asked for ideas about what should happen next. I think the organizers plan more such events and are actively soliciting and considering suggestions. (A reading group about Marcel Mauss’ The Gift is already occurring as a direct result of the event, as many said they believed we are in a “gift economy” and David offered to lead a discussion about the book that is the source of the term.) It is also likely that other groups of presenters in the Bay Area writing community will put together other similar events as they realize that “life, in fact, is a convocation.” So we have convoked and will convoke again within and regarding our vocations and our ability to shake it for the amusement and edification of ourselves and convokers and convokees everywhere.